broken strings _james morrison

Let me hold you for the last time,It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue,I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up, I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough, To make it all okay

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse,How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?,We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire,When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train,When it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings,You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel,I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse.So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?,Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time,It's the last chance to feel again

ahh elahhh -___-"

i will never forget the days we once had

The days when you were everything to me

My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever

But now I realize that was all a big dream

The feelings I have for you will never go

I wish I could take back that one regretful day

The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms

Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets

i still abide when you get careless to me 

Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces

I sometimes wonder if you still think of me

Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd

I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back

But for now, I'll sit here silently

Remembering all the memories we once shared

Everyday my love grows much stronger

Hoping that one day you will feel the same

And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

hpku dan hpmu sdg bercerita ttg kita !

2 hari yang lalu.

sms gw : where oh whereeee ? ?ga ada kabarny -_____-'

blsn lo : im in college now,aku ada uts nih,and i late to woke up this morning .

my msgg : ohh oke,gapa ko,good luck yaa.

..................12:00 pm

sms gw : oii hows the test ??

kata lo : gagal totalll !!

sms gw : mau kmn lg abs ini ?

kata lo : cari catetan.

kata gw :ohh yowessss ,silahkannnn :).tp dimana nyarinya ??

no reply....

peanut-ing (kacangin)

and then we lost communication till 3.00 pm

then..jam 3 lewat2 

sms lo : aku mau kerumah si ini sekalian bljr buat bsk.

gw : oke ,hati2

jam 5

sms lo : aduhh aku ketiduran td,aku ga bisa2 nih pelajarnnya 

(gw dlm hati) nahh gimana mau bisa kalo tidurrr ??hahaha,gw cuma ketawa terus gw bls :ahh pasti bisa koo ,aku doain dehh.

TIBA2

lo sms gw : aduhhh du ,aku kerumah sakit dulu yaa,,si ini, tmennya ini, istrinya ini,bininy ini mau melahirkan,aku mau nengokin sekarang !!

(gw mikir dr jauh)nah luhh itu anak siapa?knp elo yang repot mau nungguin anaknya keluar.tp gw diemm,biarin deh dia latian jd babe babe.

trus ga ada kabar smpe gw tidurr,hahaha

jam setengah sebelas MALEM !

kring kringg my bb is ringing ,haha

gw : hahh ape (smbil tidur)

elo : blablablablablaaaa (gw ga inget dah apa mksdny -_______-")

kemaren...pagi2 sekali

my msgg : wakee up honey ,wake upp .

no reply..

my msgg : oiiii bangun oiii ,ini udh siangg .masyaallah kaya kebooo (emang)hahahaha

still no reply

dalem ati bolot ni orang ,mulai gondok kan gueee !gw diemin ajee dehh 

11:00 am

sms lo : aduh maaf aku kesiangan ,test dulu yee,

gw : iyaaa good luck yaaa (dengan senyum lebar tp gw tarik bibir gw kanan kiri atas bawah biar kaya tulus)padahal............

terus setau gw lo selesai kuliah jam set 4,ini jam 5 baru sms lagii,halahhh sudah gila duniaa.haha

sms lo : aduhh maaf baru ngabarin + *basabasi lo .terus lo bilang gatot lg uts ny,wedewww

.......di dunia gw ,tepatny didaerah serpongg gw lg seruu2an gara2 nyerempet mobil orangg !eeeeeeergh.

setelah itu gw sms : ahh pasti ga gatot2 amat ko,bisalah dikit2 kmu mah(menenangkan),hmm baikkan guee ??

kring kringg ..

lo : kmu dima ?gpp ?

gw : *gaya cool .dirumahlahhh,gpp ko,biasa aja.haha

lo : aku les ilp dulu yaa .

gw : iya bljr yg bner jgn mls tidur dan lirik2 cwe sebelah ,haha.

sepiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,gw tengok si bb lampunya ga kedip2 ampe jam 8.

gw tlpn : dimana ?

lo : ada tmbahan nih di ilp ampe jam 9 paling .

gw : oke deh

jam 10 kurang 5 

gw : dmna ?

lo :lg di ilp nih ,lg ngomongin drum sm guru aku !!

dalem hatii ANJINGGGG !! tp sms gw gini : "siap ,kloter 500 ya gw ??udh deh gpp ko gpp" ,padahal hati guee bersimbah lukaaaa dan darah,siallllaaaan gw lg yg dibelakangin.hahaha

lo : ya ga gt juga .maaf ----->yang ke 5 juta kali lo blg maaf

gw diemin...pdhl gw tidurrr,hahaha

lo jam sbelas lwt : maaf ya ,bla bla bla blablaaaaaa bakekoookkk !

hari ini.

pagi2 jam 5,kkringgggg ..my phone is ringing..

lo : bangunnn solat 

gw : wow (muka setengah ga pcya)ajaib udh bngun ni orang . gw bilang ''tumben bangunin''

lo : iya dongg ,kan aku inii begini begichuuuuuuuu.... (halahhh tiap hari kali gw bangunin lo,gw biasa ajaaaa -________-'')

gw :oh iya mkasi + mngucapkan selamat atas suatu moment.

lo :ihh ko ngeduluin sihh ,ga sopan,kan aku jg mau ngucapin tp basa basi basi basiiii dulu,ko km duluan ??

gw : oh iya maap ,gw kira lo lupa .

lo : ih ya nggalah,kan aku bgini bgituu dan bginii buat iniii ..

gw : *datarrrrrrrrrrrrr

sepii

sepii

sepiiiii

ga ada bunyi2an ..

ampe jam sebelas 

gw : bangunnn

no replayyyy ..

jam set 3

gw : bangunnn ..

no replayyy and no nononono

gw tlp sekali :

no answerr..

kedua kali :

no answerrrr lagiii gilingannn .

ketiga ..

call failed ,nahluhhhh

terus gw pasrahhh diemmmm aja smpe sekarng tau nih jam brapa gw masih jungkir balik dikamar sambil edan2an !!

akhirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

gw sms : oke lets end it ,mamang deh gueee .hahahaa

beckoning me,beckoning me

one day ,if its enough for you to had forgave all of mistake that i've made.

come to me ,come ..

i'll show you that i've change as a better dwi hardiyani saputri 

exactly !!hehe :D

still i'll rise

you may write me down in history with your bitter twisted lies.

you may trod me in the very dirt,but still like dust i'll rise.

just like suns and moons,with certainty of tides.

just like hopes springing high,still i'll rise.

you may shoot me with your words,cut me with your eyes,and kill me with your hatefulness,but still like air,i'll rise.

out of the huts of history's shame,i rise.

up from past that's rooted in pain,i rise.

I'M A BLACK OCEAN, leaping and wide !!

welling and swelling I bear in the tide

leaving behind nights of terror and fear,i rise.

into a daybreak thats wondrously clear,i rise.

i am the dream and the hope of my mind,my soul

i rise ,i rise

*maya angelou